It’s amazing how three little words could mean so much, but yet that’s all I want to hear from him, is that “I love you”. I guess it’s harder for others than some people.
Distance is the main problem, and even when it wasn’t, you still fucked up. We can’t EVER be together.
I’m so isolated I have no one to call and vent to. No one to listen to me cry. I’m dramatic… At least that’s what he thinks. He should try my experience for once then see if I’m truly being dramatic.
Complicated
My mind is actually starting to convince itself that he does this shit on purpose, like who the fuck does the same bullshit to someone they care about over and over again. Like he clearly doesn’t give a fuck and I can’t make him see that cause he doesn’t want to. I hate him, but I’m in love with him so it sucks.
